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Hand Against The Yew

by Ronan Delisle

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1.
Enemy 03:07
I enjoy the rush of confrontation Armed to the teeth with potent facts Sit with me and be the object of my wrath Everybody’s gotta have an enemy I want to be crushed by competition Made to feel afraid to show my face Arms around this hunk of wood from Nazareth, PA In my hands, behold, my lifelong enemy Never liked the taste of my own medicine Sugar coated pills that calm me down Ketamine that floating breeze The gentle lift, the crash Regulates the ebb and flow inside of me I’ve seen every inch of North America Everybody’s sleeping on the streets Southerners and Northerners, they both seem wrong to me But a citizen deserves a loyal enemy Enemy, sweet Enemy I like songs that activate dark memories Could it be, how could it be Could it be I’m sleeping with the enemy
2.
Fanfiction 04:05
Forever in your debt, forever in bed with the state Still hooked on old propaganda Still waiting for the pledge to take It happened to me, I woke up a parody The trope of a stunted generation City slicking, what an empty way of life How the shadow of tradition looms tall Are we living in a future gone wrong If it’s a choice and not fate Can we start over again Would it be so bad I think we’d be ok I want something new for us Fanfiction of mine Gave up my claim to the white picket fence parade Dumbstruck by your beach house dreams Thought you liked it down here with us Chasing highs, bad advice So seduced by a device High earner, top marks A master of civility Hard to pass on a date with the sunrise Just to hand a rich brat their cake
3.
Kneeling in the candle light I raise the dead My final chance To sit with him A ritual of my own design A three month’s mind To send him on To infinity Was it mercy or cruelty? I'll ask the leaves Was it comedy or tragedy? God asked him to bury a son So where is God now Is there no reward For loyalty In the garden how the sweat would drip from his brow Every old song he would hum to us, every story told Is it really time to say goodbye? Couldn’t bring myself to look At the wilted form that he’d taken on Already gone Weeks pass in a moment’s time The dust collects on a golden ring While the furnace sings To be my mother’s son is to hunt for meaning In what a sick sad world left us on the doorstep One day we’ll uncover the source Of the secrecy that lines our walls That keeps us apart In the garden how the sweat would drip from his brow Every old song he would hum to us, every story told Is it really time to say goodbye? Salt of summer, sand in my hair, cut-up fingers Wind in my sail, whirl of anise, pocket knife in hand Is it really time to say goodbye?
4.
You drew as my wet hair dried Your body against mine made things right Over and over I used your light to weave through days You gave and gave I notice the passing time The flickering patience in your eyes You once used to thrill me My love would break on you like waves But something’s changed
5.
I could’ve let you in Let you break the skin Tired of comfort Of what I’ve always been What’s a body for If not to be enjoyed Nothing pure about me That I wouldn't destroy Could’ve been the subject Of your color test Had a big yellow sun Be the star of my chest Tattoo Regret (x2) We could’ve just made love Instead of mining the past If I’d let you wander a little Maybe you’d have come back Could’ve kept my mouth shut And heard what you had to say Learned to show weakness In a gentle way Oh, weakness Tied to regret Slow to repent Look out ahead Learn to start again You seek mystery But I have only one direction in mind South for the winter Tonight I saw it for the first time How you offer the East, West and North to me In your arms I found The quiet gift of another Tied to regret Slow to repent Look out ahead Learn to start again
6.
Why are we always thinking and talking When we could be out laughing and walking In the sunshine of our days Why are we always interpretating When what we're best at is simply relating In a thousand groovy ways You'll never know me honey if you don't know now Keep picking at our minds and it'll wipe us out You know what keeps me ticking without a doubt So instead of looking inward, let's take a look out Why are we always looking to each other With all the beauty we could share together As we walk along our way Take my hand and lead me through the summers Take my hand and lead me through the winters There's a whole wide world to praise In the sunshine of our days

about

In November of 2021 I was writing lyrics and making demos everyday, hooked on the spontaneous energy of home recording. The result of this process is a collection of songs which sits in a place that's always been fascinating to me as a listener, somewhere between raw and polished, the sound of work that can always change. On these songs I'm joined by friends new and old, bringing life to what would otherwise have been a lonely venture; I'm so thankful for their deep musicality and friendship. I hope you enjoy these songs, in them I've placed everything I've come to understand about play, gratitude, grief, love, and acceptance.

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released February 25, 2022

All songs written, performed, and engineered by Ronan Delisle at home in Los Angeles with the exception of "Sunshine of Our Days", which was written by Karen Black.

With help from:
Remy Morritt, drums on Enemy
Andrew Maguire, percussion on Fanfiction
Levi Gillis, clarinet on Raise The Dead
Ings, vocals on Tattoo Regret



Mastered by Ed Brooks at Resonant Mastering
Album artwork by Joe Waine
Bio photo by Leah Trangen

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